I have no motivation to do any of the things I should be doing, such as get a job or anything. I have no love life, I've never had a love life, and serious lack of affection from namely my parents as resulted in me being basically unable to express emotion.
All I have to ever look forward to is hanging out with friends on the weekends, and when we don't do anything particularly fun I feel... disappointed or something. They're still in high school.
I should have graduated last year but I gave up half way through and am about to take my GED. I did good on the practice test, but I seriously don't feel like taking a two day long test, and me not feeling like doing so is more important to me than what people will think of me without one.
I have hobbies. I make videos and put em on the internet, I play video games, I play ouside a lot, I do all sorts of junk. But I have no one to love, and no one loves me, I have no incentive to get a job and make money, or go to college and get a
JUST FOR FUN SURVEY: Why is everything so messed up?
When life hands you lemons... make lemonade.
Everyone will die one day ...
The quote I live by:
"Dream as if you will live forever, live as if you will die today."
James Dean
make every moment count - even this one.
Have a wonderful day!
Reply:i didnt read your whole story thing up there (dont do that it makes ur question boring...) but to answer ur question things have to be messed up because chaos is in balance with peace; without chaos everthing would be too peaceful and so ordered, like robots......
Reply:Run for President
Reply:Join the club... I know exactly how you feel only I have no friends
Reply:Umm im not sure
Reply:You should sleep on it.
Try to be calm and rational, ya know?
Reply:wow
Reply:you have a lot of probs
how about if you get off ur but motivate ur self
maybe take a trip to africa will get u set straight
geez people like u girds my gears
dont you ever want to vist some where in the world like the uk mexico italy
save up money and then go freak man
Reply:I can relate. This world is full of corruption and crime,and it's hard to trust anyone.You got to get passionate about something and make it better for the next generation.Use your voice...that's why it was given to you.
Reply:Stay in school you will make a better salary in the long run. Try reading "What Color is Your Parachute". Set little goals. The thing I am feeling from you most is you don't have any dreams. Make a wish book. Where do you want to be in 1 month? one year? five years? You really dont' want to be dead. What kind of play do you enjoy outside? Maybe you could make a career out of it! Find out your work style (outdoors, in a lab, customer service? ) and match it with your personality type(introvert?extrovert?)...talk to someone in the video production field, maybe you could do commercial work for a local tv station. Just don't give up on your self!
Reply:.It will be good you like the cameras and videos ,ok ,ok i know you don't want to get a job and so on ,but getting a job means NOTHING OK? It just basically means that you are going to be doing what you like MORE OFTEN
don't get something you will not appreciate ok? don't ,and i know how you feel cause i have been right there right there even if you don't think so and please don't get a job that you will be MISERABLE for if ,if ,if you want to be a umm. . . a photographer or one of those persons who are the ones of the camera in a movie or want to record videos of something in special like ,animals ,sports ,or something you really like oh like have a reporter you know like you are the one who is right besides a reporte or something
but i get that you like working with cameras and stuff like that so do something of that way go ,go to a place that you have never been in Paris ,some place in Europe maybe ,Germany ,London ,Ireland ,maybe even Tokyo ,Hollywood ,someplace that you can be just there or with a friend take a camera ,and a camcorder take pictures ,and film ,you know see how you like it maybe you CAN afford it or something tell someone to help you out on it
you said you have no one to love? not even a crush onesomeone ,well maybe somebody likes you ,and you are not aware of it you know .You know i do care for you ,even if i do not know you or you don't know me maybe we are closer than we ever thought! l even if i don't know you i know you are going to be alright and you are not going to be dead in 10 years cuz by there you WILL be doing something that other people are dying to do ok?
get a stuffed animal that you like and love and talk to it tell it how you feel don't say that is stupid ,that is dumb ,NO it IS good ok beleive me it helps as a sort of counseling you will feel so much better cuz it does help like use it as a type of diary tell it what happened to you in the morning or before you go to bed tell it what happened in your whole day and ask it what does it think about your life and about what happened in that day tell it that it is your special counciler
be happe :)
SORRY FOR THE SUPER LONG THING IT IS WORTH IT TO READ IT ANYWAYS
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